Been up since 0430. Eye snapped open and brain was off and running.....ugh. I need an off switch installed. At least I'm sober. These days, I don't even think it's a drink that I want, but rather to just check out mentally. Adulting does not come naturally to me and frankly it requires a lot of work. Half the time I feel like I'm just spinning my wheels. I'm guessing more than likely it's that way for everyone....no one's born with an instinct to act responsibly and or a innate desire to take ownership for their emotional growth or the energy they choose to put out into the world. Alright, thinking that through has helped me to stop feeling sorry for myself
See what I mean...lots of mental energy required to power this noggin.
Hope everyone is well
