Originally Posted by
hope778 
Your survival is amazing, SoDev! It really is. You are a great strength to us even if you feel weak. You are a leading example.
Thank you Hope. I don't even know how I'm surviving. Just taking a day at a time. Also I'm angry with my AH. He manipulated, used me and broke my heart ( even though he loved me). I still love him, but I hate him for that ( not so Christian of me, but can't help it), and I guess that's a part of what keeps me going, and God, and you my SR-angels. I'm glad I'm giving you strenght.
Sending you a hug