mangoman

Right back in the same place. Wishing I would have taken the time to read these posts yesterday. It was a crazy busy day at work. By the time it was done my autopilot brain had my driving home with a bottle of vodka between my legs. I hate this version of me. I know I can be so much more than this.

I'm going to take the advice of leaving my bank cards home today. That's a great idea. I'll take lunch with me. I'll go for a swim this afternoon to let off some steam. Why does it feel like I'm trying to play trickery with another version of myself? I wake up as the good me, but the other me takes over around 4 PM.

Thanks for the great advice everyone.