Welcome Alcoholiday! I only have a little over a hundred days sober but feel 100% better! I've been up and down the whole time. I think it just takes time and determination. That's just me though, everybody is different. I know that stuff was going to kill me and I would die miserable It's not easy but it's so worth it! You've come to the right place if you are serious about quitting! Keep reading and posting. Good luck. Tom