Ps. You will love & be loved again.
You can build him a sweet little cabin in your heart in which the memory of his goodness will reside forever. The human heart is vast, & can both contain those we lost & those we will love in the future.
Trust the wide open spaces of your heart. His being is safely within you now, and yet you still have the capacity to love. A million humans before you have lost precious beings & lived to love again.
Love is infinite and always.