Sending you love and hugs-yes, it is like a roller coaster-but already you are showing that you can do things and you are willing to accept suggestions that make things better. These are wonderful traits and strengths. Your compassion and resilience also shine through. Praying for you MIL as well-the grieving is so hard...and yet...everything you are working on is amazing and wonderful. This is where a true survivor shows their colors-finding good and better in the midst of the hard and dark. So glad to know you-it is an honor!