Originally Posted by
Outonthetiles 
Put the drama llama back in the barn. No good will come of this.
You are right, OOTT - that is what I am trying to do - internalising this issue wasn't working, slamming it down in my chest to death wasn't working, I just wanted real people to talk to me so I could just shov eit back on the bloody barn - and its working, This is helping, and I am not drinking! Thank you