Originally Posted by
Arpeggioh 
Fairly amazing, considering abuse since last post; when I leave this place, I do it vigourously, and I'm always shocked at my continued survival. Whether that speaks to my rock-hard constitution, or the power of hope, I only know this: when things get that bad, I keep coming back here...and here you all are! It's quite miraculous, really...
Love and junk,
Arp
Dang I thought this was going to be a good update Arp.
Take it from me - you can't be made of titanium and wrapped in teflon forever.
Make a list of all the things you love...that's a list of all the things you risk losing if you continue to drink.
I know what kept me drinking, pride - I didn't want to be different and I didn't want to be beaten - and fear - I didn't know how to live sober or who I;d be.
Neither of those are good enough reasons to pee your life away.
whats keeping you drinking, man?
D