Originally Posted by
K66 
I made good money and now I'm scared I'll loose my apartment... Yet I'm on the fence about drinking again after 5 days sober... I want to out of spite...
I'm truly sorry for your loss, K66, but this is an extremely dangerous time for you to drink. There will be nothing to slow down the descent if you go down that path, and you run the risk of losing everything. Losses that you cannot imagine. You need to think clearly, save your money, and focus, because finding a job is a job unto itself.
DO NOT DRINK under any circumstances. Please trust me on this, and get rid of the supply. I don't say this merely because we are on a recovery forum.