So sorry to hear about you losing your job.
Don't drink--it won't make anything better. Keep sober, clear headed and optimistic if you can!!!!
Right after my daughter was born, I got laid off. It was the scariest time of my life. I worried, stressed and worried some more. Then, the very driven and strong part of me, was determined to rise above and succeed. I began emailing everyone I knew that I was interested in working, etc. Someone forwarded my email and I landed an interview and a job!!!
I know it's hard now, but try and see this as a new chapter beginning in your life. Stay sober, keep posting--we are here for you!