The verdict is in.... Terminated.
So after 5 years 2 months and 2 days... I was terminated today... A job I loved despite the office staff I had plenty of friends on the floor of the warehouse that I will miss very much... I made good money and now I'm scared I'll loose my apartment... Yet I'm on the fence about drinking again after 5 days sober... I want to out of spite... But I don't really has the desire to.. *sigh*