I don't know about anyone else following this thread but, I am really scared. I keep reliving my worst detox nightmares and they were life threatening. I was literally on the edge....I called my parents to take me to an inpatient detox because I really believed that I had gone too far and it was the end. I did not want to die. My parents had already lost my sister to cancer...I realized how selfish I was to put them in so much pain but, I did not want to die. I needed help.