Day 52
Went back to work this week and held my head high and just tried to get back to routine.
I just watched the OA on Netflix all the way through. My attention span was shot in the very early days and my anxiety prevented me from relaxing and focusing on anything - so I guess its progress that I could sit and watch the how first season.
Work is weird. And unfortunately not very challenging. But at least I have a job and did lose it - although this is my last chance. The "scare" factor is an excellent motivator to stay sober.