Day 3...again...did not sleep... At all. Uugh.
Lil man will be up soon. Zero sleep. Can't break free of day 3 or 4 cycle. Did I mention today is Day 3? This chest pain is brutal (anxiety not cardiac). It is such an indescribable pain. My feet/hands are sweating profusely . My thoughts are obsessive & it's barely 0630!!!!!!!!! My husband went to work, I'm sure to escape this madness . Talk of divorce. Again. Hoping someone will send me positive thoughts . Today is going to suck! Did I mention I went to a celebrate recovery meeting drunk this week? Stellar .