Dry drunk
I guess im what they call a Dry Drunk. cuz im only staying sober cuz i have zero money for alcohol. and no friends here in this empty desert where i live. if i had pals id try to drink up their supply or we could buy more. i know im not doing a good job with attempting sobriety. my brain is still the same, my thinking. all i know is i wish i had a big bottle of booze. i feel unhappy without alcohol.....My thinking is TRULY messed up!