So sorry to hear about things Mester. But I'm so impressed you've got straight back on the right track. That is really something - there's some deep strength there.
I relate to the relapse after 4 years. Did it myself. Just coming off a year of drinking on the back of that relapse.
You're a good man looking to sort things out the proper way - getting yourself back sober, giving your wife some space at this time, but not giving up on the marriage. You've got a lot of people here gunning for you.