Originally Posted by
Ariesagain 
Those small, good moments are like stringing beads together...enough of them make a necklace.
I hope you give yourself some credit for how strong you are.
Sending you a hug.
Aries,that was a nice simile. I have to work on that necklace.
Oh, no I'm not strong at all. Many people have told me that, and I explained to them that I have no other choice than to go on, no matter how bad I'm hurting since I have a child to take care of. It's not only about me anymore. The only option to going on is suicide or getting locked up in a madhouse. I would say I'm suriving but maybe I will become strong when I get through this. Before my AH'S death, I too believed that people facing what I'm facing now we're strong and I admired them for coping. But now that I'm facing the same, I realised that you're doing it just because you have to- suriving minute by minute, wondering how you ever are going to get through to the other side.
Sending you a hug too