Just sending love to all. Very down, all day on couch eating choc chips I bought to make quinoa choc chip cookies. I hate cooking and eating alone and clean eating is boring as hell. I'm so disappointed. Just a week ago, I was so pleased with my health and determined. Audition was weird, told "not to act". Didn't enjoy the experience. I just can't find peace in life. There is no rhyme or reason to this mood disorder, I'm so tired of it. Sorry Croissant and Suze for what you are going through. Sounds like adjustment issues which, although natural, are disconcerting too. Hope you both get through the hurdles. Just don't rush things, as Dee says.