Welcoem back Horn
I think once I really accepted my addiction, and started to think of recovery as a permanent lifetime change and not a temporary project, things really got rolling for me.
Think about what you might have done instead of those few beers - do you have people to call, or people to post to here for help? what stopped you?
do you have any other strategies for dealing with anxiety? if not, why not?
I'm not beating up on you - these are all rhetorical questions - but its the kind of self examination thats necessary after a drink I think?
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