I'm in the corner with the tombstone blues
I just need a reply. I'm falling apart in a strange town with stressful school responsibilities. I thought it was going so well. Am I so f*n stupid to believe that? I'm thirty years old with seemingly a lot of stuff going for me ( a family who adores me even though they are far away, a shot at finishing a school degree) and I feel like a complete failure from beginning to end. Damn. It hurts bad. And when I hurt I slink away into a corner and hate on myself. Because I realize my life is my responsibility I don't want to burden others. And when I do, I have an even deeper self loathing since I should be able to work sh*t out on me own. Arrrrgggghhhhh, matey. I wanna walk the plank.