doesnt read very pleasant to just stop drinking and not change anything.
ya know, instead of havin sobriety forced on ya, im thinkin iffen ya decided youre sick and tired of being sick and tired and WANT to stop being sick and tired,WANT to stop the low self esteem,self pity, worthlessness, and all the other negativity, and are WILLING to do ANYTHING to get out from under, the the most important ingredient-do it for yourself...
then ya gotta get into action-take control of your life. look at the recovery programs available .
one of the actions i think you should start every morning and end every day with-
look in the mirror. look right into your own eyes. not at yer hair.not for dust bunnies on yer shirt. right into your own eyes.
and say to youself
i love you
every morning and night.
do it for 2 weeks.
it was one of the actions that helped this once hopeless,helpless,useless worthless person .