Thank-you Red....I believe you are correct. Forced Sobriety won't work...
I literally do not know who I am.or how to live a normal happy life....I always have felt like "I'm on the outside looking in on life going on around me"....I've been this way my entire life...I believe that is what sent my husband to look elsewhere as he did....
I want to know what it's like to just have a sense of peace and happiness within myself.....Before I leave this earth......At my age....I'm believing I am only going to find those feelings maybe in another life.....If there is one to believe in... That is