1 day @ a time, yes lure wasn't a good word, attract is far better!
I do think some kind of group therapy would be good for me. to share storys with. Does everyone get up & admit to being an alcoholic & tell there story!
I know my gf only has the past to go on & no-matter what i say, the way i feel, i understand she can't believe me, as actions speak louder than words. The me that don't drink is the person she loves & i've told her i will be that person, as i feel so good from not drinking, i just feel i need something to say to her to install into her my seriousness!, but i guess i can't!
I'm now running more, i guess i have an addictive personality, my gf's mum says if it's not alcohol it will be something else! I guess i'm stuck between a rock & a hardplace!
Thanks
Gaz