all of you listen up hard and tight.. Please don't Please don't... for your body will have so much happening to it.. to do that would just harm your shell faster.. and with more pain and with more regrets.. and everyone around you will have to put up with the bad manners bad habits bad temper and the scream of I hate everything and you the most...... my Pop just before he died. did that over did the drinking . well Iam dying why not.... and that last week of sickness and pain and hate to my Mom and sisters... at times my Mom misses him very much.. and then she remembers the screaming nasty body that laided there and hated everything and every one... and then she is glad he went the way he did.. and now she has peace... 2 sides of the coin.. me I want someone to say. she was so nice right up to the end... prayers on a better tomorrow..