Non intentional day 1
Today I didnt drink & today my brain had every reason for why I would/should drink, step kids driving me up the wall, partner driving me up the wall, living in an environment that I dont feel comfortable in etc.. And today I didnt drink, its been months since ive gone a day without drinking, not including hungover days, even if I dont get drunk or tipsy & only just have a glass or 2 of wine, I still drink everyday.. I was gonna stop boxing day but I told my partner, he said I should just drink more but less often, cause im heaps of fun when im drunk.. I felt so deflated & unsupported I just wanted to cry.. Do many people have unsupportive partners or do many people end moving on from the relationship they were in when they go sober?? It feels good to know, that as I sit by the fire tonight without a glass of red wine in my hand, i will sleep well & wake up without brain fog or a headache..