She says she can see little more relaxed changes in me, like i'm more level mooded & i'm not wanting to get home so i can buy booze.
She used to say when i was drinking that she hates this me, the next day if i'd not drink, she loves that me!
We were in a bar the other day, & i had orange & i had no motivation to buy beer, i felt no feeling of "jeez, i could murder a beer" & she said i'm less anxious!
I feel better, clearer, more focused & positive!
What is a dry drunk, compared to someone sober, as i'm new here, it is something i've not heard before!