That low esteem makes it easier for us to drink again. Try your best to resist those kind of thoughts - they go nowhere.
Focus on the fact you're leaving an old life behind and embracing an exciting new one
We have a support thread every month for people getting newly clean and sober. Our latest one is December - all you need to do to join is post
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-2-a-8.html
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