Welcome. Glad you found us and are appraising what alcohol, and drinking, mean to you, and how it affects you and your life.
Just a few questions that your original post throws up in my head....
If it isn't doing you any good now, why do you suppose that might change in the future?
And if you (as you think) can just moderate, why haven't you just cut down from your current levels of drinking as a Normal drinker would?
PS No need to answer those questions on here, but it could be worth bearing them in mind.
Wishing you all the best for your sobriety.