I really hope you found some help SAH.
In a lot of cases there's not much more that I can do but recommend the local ER - especially at this time of year.
They may be able to connect you with some help?
There are also these numbers:
Phone Contacts...
The National Drug and Alcohol Treatment Referral Routing Service available at 1-800-662-HELP. This service can provide you with information about treatment programs in your local community and allow you to speak with someone about alcohol problems
Hopeline-dot-com has free 1-800 line that will connect any caller in the US who needs help to a certified crisis center nearest the caller's location. Services are available 24 hours a day, seven days a week. The number is:
1- 800-784-2433
I hope you'll let us know how you are, when you can.
D