I am in. I was going to leave my phone behind for some peace and quiet, but this is my first totally sober holiday in like 8 years. My husband now understands where I am at and will be my bull dog protector and support as well while we are on vacation. Have my melatonin for sleep. Getting my coconut water to throw in the cooler for the beach and pool. Most of the people we are seeing are not huge drinkers anyway so that is not a problem. I CAN do this. I HAVE to do this.
I was up early making coffee and breakfast and cleaning before he even woke up. It feels good to feel good. I do not want to feel bad anymore. I will be here if I do though. Love and hugs to everyone!