kinzoku

Relationship insecurity issues emerge.

I have dinner and give gifts to my pop and his gf which is fun.

I can't sleep and give in to a bad habit, cigars. Damn.

I do not drink but imagine the release of drinking.

I think about how tomorrow can be a clean slate if I don't drink, but if I drink tomorrow becomes entwined with tonights madness.

I will ride out the storm with water, comedy, and my study materials.