spontaneity is not so bad on one hand for me. i mean its exciting and such. But i dunno how to put it in words but things have just be a certain way for me. I always say the stars gotta be aligned before my daily run etc.. I feel strainge and wierd but things have to be just so. Spontaneity can be like a NUKE going off in the middle of all this stuff needing to be just so.
But now and then I like to get upa nd be spontaneious it can be fun.