Welcome to SR! You have come to the right place. It amazes me how caring all these people are. I have 66 days sober and couldn't have done it without SR. Just keep reading and if you have any questions they will be answered promptly. I know when I first stopped drinking and using I don't think I would have gone to any bodys home where there was going to be drinking. I had to stop completely or die. I might have lasted a couple of years .