Sodevastated
Yours was the saddest post I have read in a very long time. This is when faith really does test you! They say there is a reason for everything and that God works in mysterious ways. Our job is to keep the faith, never give up hoping and praying. How many times in the past have I questioned what God threw my way! How many times have I said, "if there is a God, why would He do this to me?" Well, the answer to it all is He has a plan, and His plan will play out in His own time. Nothing we can do or say can change what is already planned for us. One day you may find the answer to your question "why, God?" For now, concentrate on this wonderful new life. I know how you must hurt, but this child is a gift from God.
Prayers and strength coming your way. We are all here with you. Never feel alone again!
Hugs, Devastated