Addiction resists logic....but what it can't resist is repeated action against it.
I knew drinking would be a terrible choice for me so I consciously chose the opposite for a while.
I used all the support here when making that right choice was difficult. Gradually it got easier...the right thing to do was becoming the default
It took me some months before I realised that a) I had been still thinking like an active alcoholic and b) that was changing - I was re-discovering a me I'd used to be, one I'd forgotten about.
Things work out Water when we make the conscious decision to stay in recovery - I guarantee it