PJ, I read your story last night. So sorry for your situation, but your perseverance is inspiring. Thank you for your comments.
Algorithm, I don't think my desire to drink will ever fully go away. Obviously, I hope it diminishes and becomes more manageable, but I'm coming to terms with the idea that I'll always have to actively battle some level of urges. And I'm okay with that now. I wasn't always. Thanks for your thoughtful questions.