welcome back needabetterlife
If you're not sure what to do next, or what you're prepared to do next, why not read around a little, posts as much as you like, see what others are doing and ask as many questions as you like
Check out the December support thread. Its for everyone quitting this month. All you have to do to join is post in it
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...thread-14.html
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