Yeah, I went right back to where I was and worse after nearly two years sober on my last and final relapse.
Just put down the drink, and start again.
That's what I had to do, and it worked.
I've just accumulated another 13 months of sober time,
and I'm never going back to the bottle.
You know you can do SS, because you've done it before.
Just go for it again and really accept you just can't have one ever