Thanks, Bringing Back B! Appreciated.
Dee, is that what they might call the observer's paradox or similar? I once found out to my horror that half the people I 'blamed' for my drinking and former drug use actually lived in constant fear of me coming out because of my apparent determination to turn every occasion into a session (for all present). I used to say the same about them. And yet, I fancy that I am a relatively aware sort of person too! Just shows how make the narratives that we need to support what we do, ha?
Anyway, I feel like I am seeing things pretty clearly just now so, on with the tasks of shaping up this new lifestyle!