Oh, Sephra....my heart breaks for you in this situation. I'm just sending you support while you decide how you want to proceed that will be the best for you in the long run. It is a decision that doesn't have to be made right this split second, and I hope and pray there are things you can do for your own peace. Is it possible for you to spend a little time away from the house in the evenings? Are there Holiday light displays you can go see? Are there special movie nights at the library? Anything that might get you out of the house for a bit and occupy your mind away from the daily crazy train for a bit.
You and your whole family are in my thoughts and prayers
