First thankyou to all of you for your support and kind thoughts.
I managed to get through to alanon the lady was so understanding and made me feel 'normal' instead of some pathetic sad woman (thats how I feel when others ask why I put up with my H drinking.
Anyway meeting is tonight and I am still going throught he same old stuff in my mind, 'what will I say' is my situation bad enought to attend such a group, will someone know me!
I know these sound silly and maybe reak of denial but I am scared!!
I know that I need to be strong but I feel so sad and AH is showing no signs of getting better in fact he,s going down hill raidly.
I wont bore you all - better start making plans to attend the meeting eh?
Many best wishes to all my new friends here thank you
