so I'm here with my head hung low.
over the course of the last year I have been off and on the wagon .
I catch myself justifying my habit with alchohol by telling myself I don't need it and I can go long stretches without picking up a drink .
I'm not a everyday drinker but when I do I just consume too much. I loose control and make very bad decisions that could potentially ruin my way of life.
everybody tells me i worry too much and it is completely normal to just tie one on once in a while.
i get good and lit about once every other month and never wake up without a overwhelming feeling of guilt and regret.
this online community really helps me stay accountable and relived that I'm not alone
I'm going to give it another go and hopefully i can make it stick this time