Still in this funk, job hunting with not much luck. , felling like a third wheel in the house with everyone all excited about the holidays.. Just wish i could land a job so i can feel useful again.. Just got these holiday blues that i can't shake .. Being sober is a real eye opener ,just need to press on and deal with it . no thoughts of going back just got to press on and prey. I WILL NOT DRINK TODAY...92 headed to 93 ,, be blessed all.