Well I went to my first AA meeting tonight. I sat outside a long time before gathering the courage to walk in. I'm so glad I did. 11 months sober and I have such a great support system of family, friends, and boyfriend; only problem is they aren't recovering alcoholics (which is a great thing!). Even though there was only one other person at this meeting it was so great to physically speak with another recovering alcoholic who has been in my shoes and understands to the core what I'm going through. I'm going to continue to go.
Thanks for all the words of encouragement and advice.