Do GnR have wheel chair access to the stage?
I have been listening to some AA speakers online. One guy was saying once when he saw a newbie after a meeting looking lost, trying to get home. He offered him a ride. Good stuff- service work, an old timer sharing his years of wisdom and knowledge- reaching out to help a person who is suffering.
This speaker then describes the thoughts/feelings he had-'why should I help this puke? Nah- I give him a ride, that way I can feel good afterwards for being such a saint.' The voice that corrupts......
Sometimes with me it is a bit like that- just need to get on with what needs to be done and ignore THAT voice.