Originally Posted by
sadsadgirl 
Done it again. What is wrong with me? Each time it's getting worse and worse. I need to stop. I have to go back to AA. I can't do this anymore. I'm desperate
Be determined to embroil yourself in a new way of life. There are many nuggets of advice on this forum to help you through it but essentially you have to drop the old life that kindled your drinking and mix with new people and do things that don't involve drink x