Originally Posted by erfra7

. I'm scared I just lose a friendship with tabata I let go of my counselor. Kim is being my friend for the past 3 and half years and losing another friend in this month I don't know is I want to. Changing careers is scary I don't have money in the bank but I'm no happy we're I'm. Fear is really settling in. I don't know is I will be making the same amount of money. Sobriety at this moment is hard but I know is the better way of life for me. I really thought that by now it was going to be an easy way to live life at life terms.