I'm the same Dan. I did have nearly 9 months and relapsed, now 35 days.
I am so totally depressed, anxiety, don't sleep properly and wake with fatigue. You are doing better than me at 8 months in not drinking. Go, you!
My AD script is sitting in the medicine chest, and am reluctant to get on that merry go round 'round again. I will however if things don't improve.
For what it's worth I know how you feel, it's awful to the nth.