Thanks Freein.
Day 1 finished, very difficult.
Every time I look at my MIL, I feel sick, off, angst.
She has hurt me in the past, and something inside me won't forget. So it's all part of anger again, I'm angry at her and I cannot drop it.
Great lesson and practice here, for real, to upset her would upset my wife, then baby as a result.
I'm holding the cards, reminds me of Jung' s archetype The Joker, I need a game face in life, a defence system for my feelings, so I don't react because I don't care....
Sober Sunday.....
and they drank gin last night, I hate Gin.