Yup - I wish I had had the guts to not marry xAH. I knew there were red flags, but I was in denial.
However, I am so happy I have the guts to leave him and I am so very thankful I get a new chance at a great life without him. We were only married 2 years and we don't have children. I pray this is just a chapter in my life and not the whole story. My dream is to have a happy, healthy family one day in the future.